Elena Alexyev

Thanks to Femshep.com, where I started a blog entry trying to describe my FemShep, I ended up writing a lengthy piece of fiction. 

"Hanna and her daughter" is now in process of writing (15 chapters, now, and coming).

I determined that most of my play through was thoroughly grounded in a female character who has issues with her mother.

Or how else would you explain a Spacer Warhero who's constantly flinging her self against insurmountable odds, being a loner, and…

Mmmkay, since a year or so, I got myself into XNALara (if you don't know what that is, I recommend to check my blogspot, where I rant about the stuff that could've look better). My goal is to port lots of ME assets, for shits and giggles and such crappy images mostly.

Since the series are over, it's kind of easier to talk about it, so here I am. But I'm intending to have fun…

Day:

Month:

Year: …unless 15 hours later is a year then I am screwed.

…well. I . am. Alive…for now.  SERIOUSLY THAT…

Day: what day is it?

Month:  why does this even matter?

Year:  2183

Okay, this is where my life got interesting, not that it wasn’t interesting before, but I am not here to write about my past. Got it?…

INTRODUCTION

Damn it. Why the fuck am I even doing this? No one is going to read the shit that is written down here.  So why bother?  To be…

I have three characters. To better distinguish them I found myself attaching an element to each character:



Devi is Earth. She is firm, filled with purpose, and provides a solid ground that one might make the mistake of taking for granted.



Nemain is Water. She takes on a passive role with regards to her direction in life. She bends and molds herself, however imperfectly, to whatever…

The catalyst and dying Anderson confirmed: FemShep is the right decision. MaleShep envy the luck of FemShep. Everything, in this link video of "How It Should Have ended"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2td4j3P3AxU&feature=context-shows&list=SL

Enjoy!

Because what is a great hero without a listing of her more humorous quotes (as compiled by crewmates):

• *About Udina* People would follow him anywhere, but only out of morbid curiosity.
• *About Udina* That man is cruelly depriving a village somewhere of an idiot.
• *About the Council* There are several people in this galaxy that I find unbearably obnoxious, and you are all of them.
• *Turian…

As promised, here's Kendra's fixed face. I don't have any "progression" pics, just before and after. She looks really good in game and animates very well.

From my previous attempt at her eyes. You can see the "half-asleep" look here.

And, here's the final fixed version:…

So, another Sunday goes by and I don't post. But, I have an excuse this time! I was working on fixing Maria Shepard's face! She's my Paragon Shepard.

You may or may not know that on a Saturday, sometime back, I worked on Maria to fix her eye clipping issue. I didn't fully know what I was doing, and even though I was given clear instructions, I still somehow ended up messing it up. I had fixed the clipping, but she didn't look quite right. Take a look. All the following…

Thanks to SageQueen's tutorial, ELE's Blog, and Vhalkyrie's blog I finally have UJ right (or pretty damned close) …

Whoops, looks like I forgot to post yesterday. Oh, well.

Here's a quick post on what caused me to try out a Renegade FemShep. It's just so dang entertaining. But, what spurred me on was this set of videos from Mass Effect 1:

Part 1:

Part 2:…

The following is a  biography I wrote for Kendra Shepard. She's a Colonist/Ruthless Vanguard. I wrote it all in one sitting and then posted it to the FemShep thread on BSN. It got lost in the shuffle and buried at the bottom of page 541. That didn't bother me, but finding it again was a bit of a chore, so I figured, why not post it here? That way I can find it easily. And, on the off chance someone else wants to read it, I can point them to it easily. So, without further ado, here's Kendra…

                                                                                  The Choice

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                     





The second-worst part about nightmares is that deep inside, somewhere past all the fear and pain and…

Mass Effect: Incarceration

“Loose Ends”

Author’s Note: The following is my entry for the FemShep.com “Mass Effect: Incarceration” fanfic contest. It stars my Renegade FemShep, Kendra Shepard. She is a Colonist, Ruthless, Vanguard. She romanced Kaidan…

So, uh.. hi, blog.

Been a couple of months since I last posted. Hrm. I know daily blog posts was very ambitious. But, I guess I didn't stick to weekly posts either, huh? I'll try to do better about that.

In fact, I want to make a post every Sunday night. We'll see if I'm able to stick to this. Don't worry, this tiny post won't count. What will count is my entry for the "Mass Effect Incarceration" fanfic contest. It follows (or is above) this blog post. I hope…

           Commander Artemis Shepard marched down the clean hallway of the Alliance’s main building in Vancouver, leaving behind the court room and returning to her “cell”.  Lieutenant James Vega walked to her left, about half a step behind.  Even though she was currently suspended from active duty James still treated her with the traditional respect a junior officer showed his superior.  As they reached the room the Alliance had given her, she paused to allow James to unlock the door. …

“Sure you don’t need anything, commander?” The man’s lightly accented voice destroyed the silence perforating the air like a warhead. Shepard winced at the commotion it caused to her ears. Her eyes faced away from her watcher who currently stood beyond her cage. It was clear to her that he cared about her but she wasn’t in the mood for coddling.

“Yeah, I’m sure.” Shepard stated stiffly. She sensed hesitation from the man. A few moments more of silence allowed the barrier of…

I am not a good writter at all, and I can barely manage enough to communicate with others in English, so I will be simple and straight to the point....

It was about 2 and a half years ago when I came across Mass Effect 2, before that I have known nothing about ME at all because my social life and culture is outside of the main western steam.

When I first finished ME2, I felt a great desire inside of me wanted to know more about this universe, specifically about…